It has been quite sometime since HE has been talking about that topic. I was fine with it at first. Till recently, I feel like as if I am making fun of my friends together with him. My close friends that is. It made me quite sore and I only wanted to end that topic.I did not know in a moment of folly, I exploded to him. I said the wrong thing. I should not have been so harsh with my words. I should THINK BEFORE I SPEAK! But I did none of the above. This led to a huge quarrel.It had made him feel that I do not trust him anymore. It is true, I do have my doubts at times. But at the end of the day, the trust I have in him will wash away those doubts. Today, at work, we talked through MSN. Talked things through and manage to reconcile. It was sweet... Love it... I guess it was the first time ever, we talked straight from our heart. What we are feeling at the moment, and about each other. =)God must be planting a test on us. Right after that, he had a bad stomachache. It was so bad that he could not walk. Persuaded him to go to the doctor but he refused. Stayed by him mentally and emotionally. Was asked to get medicine for him. Of couse I gladly did so.On top of the medicine, I got some bread as well. Hope he will eat it...After our chat this morning, thinking back, I realised something. How frank we are with each other, shows that we totally trust each other. Even more then some married couples, who does keep a secret or two from each other. Something I should be really pleased and happy about?
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
3:20 PM